addic-tive

2007-01-30T19:32:00.000+08:00

hi, i've moved.sheselectrikkk.livejournal.com

2007-01-17T22:52:00.001+08:00

Blank face little girl, your colors running downCan you believe it, can you actually believe your stupid eyes and ears or whatsoever that i am doing my frikking math tutorial?!?!?!?! You think I am insane? Oh yeah, i think so too.Had hockey training today and it was like.....Can't really explain. Nvm. hah.And recently we had this 1t34(2006) gathering at chris's house. there was like bbq and all.

2007-01-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

2006-12-30T03:17:00.000+08:00

She's electricHokay, it's waaaay past midnight, I ought to be asleep cos my eyes are turning bloodshot and my head is spinning like a top. But i chose to come back to this dusty ole blog of mine cos I realised it's been reallllyy long. :) (Oh and btw i might consider switching to lj, i prefer their layouts)So, almost everyone is doing closure in their journals. And this silent lonely (void the

2006-12-03T18:45:00.000+08:00

Buy a rainbow smileAlright i am back after a really long time. I never got to find the mood to blog cos i am almost bored of blogging already.But since it's been This long...And no, i have not changed my blog url. Its still deleteriousbeingAnd i am retaining in stupid CJomg, one more year of torture, i think i'll shrivel into nothing after I graduateMet up with Jo today to walk around town ( haha

2006-10-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

all for one, one for allExam papers have finally been given back and all i've got were straight Fs.I do not even meet the least criteria to get promoted to J2 so i guess it's time i find another route to continue my life with, which most probably is gonna be poly cos i just cannot take the stress in JC anymore.Wednesday was really terrible for most of us T34ians.Tears of joy for those who did

2006-10-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

Sleep now in the fireSchool has been a total waste of time this week. So unproductive and so tiring. But at least after school activities have been relatively enjoyable.Okay, lo and behold.DOTA again with 8 others - Jo / Fernie / Rachell / Rongcheng / Qibin / Lester / Randall / Arthurafter school yesterday! hahaha. it was frikkin fun i swear.we gave chinese a miss (who gives a damn about lucy)

2006-10-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

A movie script endingIt's been a little long since i last blogged, but anyhow, I am ultimately glad that H2 promos have finally been called to an end last wednesday. Now all i have is lit and boy am i happy. But I see myself facing being retained. Sigh.The last few days have been rather enjoyable.Wednesday,The Banquet and John Tucker with class.Thursday,Dota! with lester qibin arthur and

2006-09-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

a public affairhey you lump of turd.DO I look like i freaking give a damn about you and that metrosexual crap of a boyfriend you are having now?!YOU do not know how HAPPY I AM to be rid of all of whatever i was involved with.and PLEASE, you bloated balloon with nothing but air in it, i DO NOT, and i strictly emphasize on that, NEVER EVER wanted to be like YOU nor replace your disgusting and

2006-08-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

staring into space, what a lonely facemy head is throbbing like nobody's business so yes, i am having the worse headache ever.now i know how fucked up JC life can get. cos almost everyday you find yourself fretting about tests then to exams then to whatnots.its just all about Studies, and i can never seem to get enough of it. and this honestly sucks.what's the big deal about studies? do they make

2006-08-09T12:58:00.000+08:00

99 red balloonsokay i am extremely bored now and i just had math tuition with my cousin and he nearly drove me to insanity.so cjc had this double whammy thingy on yesterday, walked a total of 7km and twas crazy. but journey to macritchie reservour was at least made enjoyable with rachell chris and jo. :)towned with the class later on to stuff our fat cheeks with xiao long baos and la mians. yummy

2006-07-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

the nerdy, lovable underdogi feel a little mental now. cos the stress in school is constantly building up, and i certainly feel that the pressure is getting to me now but i find that i am not doing anything to ease it. i am a bloody procrastinator and a damm good one at it.seriously gotta get down to work.it sucks to know one of your classmate is asked to leave. lucy had better help or we'd pluck

2006-07-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

if you could see me nowI always look on the positive side of things. I always say that with every cloud there's a silver lining but, truth be told - and i'm a firm believer of the truth - for a while i was struggling with my experience with elizabeth. I couldn't figure out what i had won, all i could see was that my losing her was one big black stormy cloud. But then i realised that, as every day

2006-07-05T13:28:00.000+08:00

brighter than sunshinemy dear girl instead of seeing it as mean kiddish whatsoever, why didn't it ever come to you that it might just all be reality check?okay whatever,i gave school a miss today yes cos they were going to some ocs nonsense and i dont think ill be much interested. 7 people were missing from my class today -.- yes, so the frantic rush to get MCs now. ha.maybe i should study.what's

2006-07-03T16:00:00.000+08:00

facadesit's amazing how people can be one of a kind, and later without you realising, they turn into another. i wonder how they do it, split personality i guess?whatever.and then they bitch and curse you behind your backs, thinking you wouldn't find out.but whatever it is, you know what? there's karma. what goes around comes around.go on, call me names and threaten me with death threats. haha you

2006-07-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

smile like mona lisafwoar. this fever is definitely killing me. it reached a blooming temperature of 39.8 this morning and i couldn't stop shivering my ass off. so chris, don't be too sad, you've got me to share your pain with you much worsely.my throat has been bombarded with coughs and my nose jammed with mucus. this is definitely the best way to spend my hols. SURE.i even am exempted from pe

2006-07-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

top of the worldi am so so so down on my luck. i was running a darn fever yesterday night and i am still running a slight fever now. PLUS, with cough and flu. I AM CLOSE TO DYING.england vs portugal omg it's gonna be an interesting match.jo and i had a crazy idea of wearing out our IJ uniform one day. hahaha. well, this is what people do when they miss wearing white blouses and dark blue

2006-06-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

so far awayOLE OLE OLE OLE. my mid year examhas omgFinally ended and you just don't know how happy i am. i can finally sleep for as long as i want to and i do not have to worry about dreading doing papers the next day. ah i'm overdoing it. i make it sound like i have already graduated from school.anyhoo, i can also watch the world cup peacefully. hehehe.however joyous i am, the flu bug has

2006-06-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

When remedies are past, the griefs are endedThe above is so true. taken from my lit text while studying through it. :)I'm feeling a little loony now though i'm jus sitting at my study table alone. :Shad math tuition with my cousin today and he never fails to make me wanna slap him with all the reeally "flattering" stuffs he like to say to me. sheeeesh.and i feel really flabbyyyy. ever since i

2006-06-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

Have You Ever~(x) smoked a cigarette( ) smoked a cigar(x) made out with a member of the same sex(x) been in love(x) been dumped(x) stolen( ) been fired(x) been in a fight(x) snuck out of my parent's house(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back( ) been arrested( ) made out with a stranger( ) gone on a blind date( ) had a crush on a teacher(x) skipped school( ) slept with a coworker(

2006-06-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

you could be my unintended choice to live my life extendedomg, i am on the brink of insanitymy lit paper is tomorrow but i am still clueless about everything.fuck jc. i am so damn screwed.

2006-06-18T15:45:00.000+08:00

maybe we'll find, better daysi. am. so. lethargic.i just got home from some lunch at great world with my family, and though i did nothing much but eat like a snorting pig, i feel like my energy has been drained totally. lord save me.supposed to go to zouk tonight with nat and a few others but nono, need to study. i am so so so so so So SO screwed.blogging isn't much of a daily thing for me

2006-06-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

And all the things you put me through, I'm holding on by letting go of youI GOTTA GET DOWN TO SERIOUS WORK. or i can watch myself being sent back to J1 next year again. anyway, i know nuts about my work. what's new?i've got sucky chem tuition tomorrow. gonna see that fortune buddha looking man again. just my luckon the other hand, my nose is killing the shit outta me. i had shit flu today and now

2006-06-01T16:38:00.000+08:00

hello lonelyI am so darn tired, just came back from escape not long ago and i'm gonna hit the sacks soon before my tuition starts at 730.Chalet was great, after not getting to meet the guys for so long, it felt just like home staying with them at the chalet for three days two nights.Anyway, i have learnt my lesson never to attend anymore underage parties it was shit packed and all i could smell

2006-05-25T19:47:00.000+08:00

if all there is, is all that's gone awayi have the sudden addiction in piano pieces cos they are always so nice and each different piece carries different meanings in the song and they are always so beautifully expressed.anyway, qi bin has promised to teach me how to play the piano and i hold you for that qi bin or i'll set you on fire.chrissy,i know you are going through a rather hard time now

2006-05-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

i don't get this. how can i be giving in to the hands of loneliness when i use to be coping so well with it before? why do i get this empty feeling that hollows my entire self and i feel like i am the most pathetic person on earth?i gave school a miss cos i wasnt feeling too well, i came back home after my parents dropped me off at school and now i am all alone in this huge empty house where

2006-05-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

taking its toll on me, no more. (hopefully)I guess i am on my way there, pick myself up and walk on.I had a long chat with kh, and it helped alot. Made me realise some stuffs. And hopefully it will not matter anymore. And thanks to those that have been there for me every step of the way, i really appreciate it and you know who you are. i am really thankful for everything that you guys are

2006-05-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

you know what, the feeling i am experiencing now is so overwhelming that i literally feel every part of me being wrenched.i gotta pick myself up and start on my revision, or i'm sure to fail every single subject and retain.numb it please just numb every of my senses. but indulging in sad songs just adds fuel to the fire, i am making myself feel worse in every way.

2006-05-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

i wanna close my eyes,fall into a deep sleep.then wake up and see myself in a world so happy and perfect.but i can't.

2006-05-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

if looks could kill, you'd kill meVisited the dentist today for a change in the rubber bands for my braces. And bf was simply fantastic, he kept making crazy faces while i was busy whimpering to myself how painful it was and i couldn't stop sniggering to myself. i bet the dentist thought we were both from the asylum.It didn't hurt before this, but now i can feel my entire set of teeth starting to

2006-05-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

heads we will, tails we'll try againhello all, i've got countless of homework up my sleeves now and i think they are gonna bury me alive and drown me to death.i was supposed to complete my math tutorial but apparantly not, it's still half complete. with the screen on and music blasting and frequent trips to the refrigerator... see this is what happens when you procrastinate. sigh. now i am almost

2006-05-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

back down to zeroomgomg, the election is so damn frikkin exciting. don't ask me how come the sudden interest in politics. but i am like rushing from my room to the living room and to my room and to the living room. and WP already won one seat! hohoho. plus with one of the candidate in wp, who use to be from sjc and cjc, the more i am supporting wp. heh heh heh.anyway short recap.fri went with

2006-04-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

when the stars go bluei am so so sooooo tired and i just realised i still have homeworks today, oh oh great.last few days have been fun. :)went over to rachelle's on friday along with a number of people from my class. Qibin, Fernie, Serene, Ryan, Xiangli, Bailyn, Rose, Charmaine, RongCheng, Henry, Jun Hoe, Lester and ShiTing. We had steamboatn and hotplate! and it was pretty chaotic cos now and

2006-04-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

let there be loveahh, that song was playing oon the radio just now.my classmates are reeeaallly hardworking and they make me feel like i am queen of all slackers.school has been rather hectic, with mountains of homework and endless tests being shoved into our faces. but 1T34 has been fairly nice and good to me, so the stress load has been lightened by a bit. class was rather sweet today, we

2006-04-17T20:58:00.000+08:00

And every time I feel afraid, I hold tighter to my faithI am super duper sleepy right now but i guess i am just gonna force myself to read through some econs notes first before i hit the sacks cos i swear, i can't can't can't get last again for the next coming econs test.I got a beautiful number of five marks for the previous test and i got a perfect last place in class.I better pull up my socks

2006-04-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

grey skiesHello, i feel so weird. I just had a dream yesterday, i had a dream about the clique. And when i woke up, i thought it was time to go to school, to SJC and then when i looked around i realised i am no longer living at rivervale crescent, but at the morningside.Then after lunch, i went into my room, lay on my bed and turned on the radio. Just then, they played the milkshake song, and it

2006-04-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

i wish you were a stranger i could disengageFantastic, i just made enemies with already two teachers, hip hip hurray! I think i can go choose my burial ground now. Sigh.School kinda ended late today cos i got into trouble with F.Koh and i had to stay back but i chose to leave before the indicated time she gave us and yeah so i think i can just face her yellings and howlings tomorrow. 2 periods

2006-04-09T21:53:00.000+08:00

blinkers smash into mosaicI spent my weekend this week really boringly. I had tuitions on both saturday and sunday and i have to admit my econs tutor is a bundle of laughs.SCHOOL TOMORROW. omg, i am so so so tempted to just pon the entire day but nah imma goody girl, i'll just attend school tomorrow and see ugly lucy's face. :Spoor bf has cough and he's coughing out blood now :( and he's starting

2006-04-04T15:17:00.000+08:00

keep the faith and drop the fearAlright today was rather commentless. I am still sufferring from a flu and cough and i think i have killed millions and trillions of trees with the number of tissue paper i have used to blow my currently very sore and red nose.To add it in, lucy called my dad to tell him i wasn't in chinese lesson this morning and my dad went to tell her that i actually am in

2006-04-02T13:22:00.000+08:00

i don't need boxes wrapped in strings and designer love and empty thingsAlright it's a sunday afternoon. And i am stuck at home with perfectly nothing to do. Hmm.Caught Fragile on friday with bf, kh and another friend. Wasn't too bad, finally a decent horror flick i caught from the start of this year till now.Then there was this advert done by students from SJC. Gosh, i felt so proud for my ex

2006-03-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

you are caught in a one way streetgah. i was looking back on my old testimonialsand oh my gosh. so many memoriesone from nic:Ah she arrives in school looking like acat that just got drowned in the well.When you disturb her/poke fun of hershe'd give you that stare and you knowyou have 5 seconds to run away beforeshe gives you the whack that'll send youright to Pluto.She looks at food as though she

2006-03-29T11:43:00.000+08:00

"See this heart?"My teeth is hurting shitless. :( But i guess it'll go off after a day or two.Believe it or not i am at school. Seems like the net is much more accessible here as compared to strict sjc.Alright. gtg for lessons now. still comtemplating whether to go for training or not. sighoh where oh where can my baby be?'I'll always be here when you open your eyes, little one.'

2006-03-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

You came like a comet blazing your trailAlright. I'm back here after so so so long.Life has been... Rather monotonous for me. No thrills or anything.School hasn't been welcoming me with open arms. Ponned school the other day cos i seriously dread lessons and everything else and now i am stuck with the problem of not having any mcs. Damn. Lucy might just skin me alive on monday. GRR.Had tuition

2006-03-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

our souls sailed awayI am so sleepy i think i am gonna plop myself onto my comfy bed after this.Met up with sheila and ninny. Wanted so so so badly to catch your's mine and ours. But the it just had to go against our wishes, they ran out of tickets already. Goodness.So as i was dying of cramps we sat down at kopitiam to stone for awhile before my mom happened to pass by and talked to us for a

2006-03-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

And I stood there and I felt November killOkay doke. I have lessons tomorrow and actually lessons officially started on friday and it was traumatizing. Econs lecturer was a total turn off. She sadly resembles moaning myrtle from harry potter, and she looks nothing likea lecturer but a bookshop aunty or the school's admin staff. I was seriously and literally astonished to see her teaching us cos i

2006-03-07T20:11:00.000+08:00

From my youngest years till this moment here, i've never seen such a lovely queenI am so so so so sick now... I have a terrible flu going on now, my nose's as red as rudolf's. I have a sorethroat and i have cough too, and oh yeah, i have a headache going on too too.Couldn't really enjoy orientation today cos of my terrible head but my ig's kinda hilarious. We won every single round and the facils

2006-02-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

looking back on when we first meti seriously must learn to master the art of playing mahjong. i suck at it so much i think i am turning into a straw! (okay wth)went down to sheila's today to play mahjong and stuffs. haha and i won one round out of 123456789 rounds. then after mahjong we sat down and talked about stuffs and we had much fun doing that. :)went down to compass to meet kw and we ate

2006-02-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hello okay so i went to cut my hair today, it went for a complete makeover and it looks nothing like before. Okay not so exaggerated. But okay.From this,To THIS,Okay, sheila said i look like a mushroom. Ninny said i look like an apple. Bf said i look like a helmet. But nic said can look glam (though i dont know why) but i think that's at least comforting enough. Okay whatever. -.-

2006-02-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

Wonderwalli have not touched this for ages, and after reading blogs after blogs, i feel that i should say this, something i have felt but have not penned down yet.after much anticipation, the Os results are finally out. most of us have chosen which new school we want to go to, and what new courses we wish to take and what we wish to pursue.i have, and for this to actually happen, i have to thank

2006-01-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

sounds like heaven's fallingWent back to sjc today, and it has been turned into a nightmare!The rules have gone all topsy turvy and everywhere feels weird with the absence my entire cohort. The security guards are fartfaces i swear, they ordered jo, sham and i around, it got on my nerve i had to snap back and her and scold her back.Even we were banned from sitting at our usual comfortable

2006-01-23T15:26:00.000+08:00

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2006-01-23T13:50:00.000+08:00

straight jacketi think i might just roll over and die. my temperature shot up to 38.9 and i feel like i am a living fireball. i have not eaten yesterday's dinner and the whole of today, and i think i just broke my life's record for not eating for the longest time. just when i thought that i was the only shithead suffering from this, jan messaged to say she has fever and her temperature is no

2006-01-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

smash my fist right through the dialHello, i feel awfully empty and silent now. Why?

2006-01-18T20:00:00.000+08:00

hear the tyres squealI really need the longest rest i can have, i've been surviving with 4 hours of sleep a day ever since school started and it's seriously gonna kill me. I've been hopping around MI looking like a bloody zombie.People in S20 are fine, the girls are rather friendly, and damn, the guys are bloody hilarious and corny. But i guess that's what makes class enjoyable, the stupid jokes

2006-01-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

chanpagne in a paper cupALRIGHT. MI is officially the most retarded school i've attended. It's been said that the school's hall's roof (i can't really call it a roof either) has fallen in twice,wtf.Bowling with ninny sheila and jo. It was bloody hilarious and fun, we just soaked ourselves in the laughters and joy and bowled like we were the balls ourselves. Anyhoot, it was really fun (and i

2006-01-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

You scored as Art. You should be an Art major! How bohemian!Art92%Psychology83%Theater83%Dance75%Journalism75%Sociology67%Philosophy67%English67%Engineering67%Biology67%Anthropology67%Mathematics58%Linguistics50%Chemistry33%What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)created with QuizFarm.com

2006-01-08T15:16:00.000+08:00

To all my friends out there,Friends, you know what I'm thinkingAnd if your hearts are sinkingI'll stick by youI'll be here forever through all kinds of weatherI'll stick by youYou stood here with me and I want you to seeWe will be friends foreverThere's nothing we can't do if we stick togetherForeverThere's nothing we can't doWe're the invincible crewI'll stick by youIf you want me toAll for one

2006-01-08T14:29:00.000+08:00

everytime i do it makes me laughi am so freaking bored i can bounce from one corner or my house to the other and back again.it has been raining fat cats and bloated pigs continuously since morning.so cold. brrr.HELLO. IT'S BACK TO STUPID MI TOMORROW AT TOH TUCK WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT ROOSTER'S TIME, I THINK I MIGHT MORE THAN DIE.now hopefully i'll get to know nice people in my class

2006-01-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

draft out your dreamsorientation got better today cos we finally got to know each other better, but it was already the last day today so, ...AND, i crashed srjc today! the atmosphere was awesome and the people there were really enthusiastic. And i made a fool outta myself when i had to dance the college dance (yes i was unlucky) but with sheila and ninny around, it wasn't that bad after all! :

2006-01-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

we thought they'd never endI think i'll be going off to sleep soon, i'll be having a long day tomorrow.MI sucks. My og sucks as well. it's clan cyrus og 4 by the way.While others are actively participating in the games and being very enthusiastic people, my group is close to being a dead pack of lot. SIGH.But in the process of this boredem, i got to know people like trudy tok from mgs, who's nice

2006-01-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

the starting lineAlright. It's officially a new new new year. bye to 2005, hello and welcome 2006.SIGHwas kinda like my last day at tru on saturday. so we (ninny, shimin, bryan and i) had a little present from the rest working that day.pictures will do the explanation.Shimin on the left, bryan on the right.They got tortured... zul acting cute, bryan's screwed up face.........our turn came. (just

2005-12-31T00:30:00.000+08:00

neon ballroomthis is mad, this is absolutely insane. it's actually gonna be a whole new year in just about 23 and a half more hours.the years are passing real fast, i think i am gonna get blown away by the speed.and we are all going to totally different schools.i am not prepared for this at all.

2005-12-25T17:25:00.000+08:00

ps:i'm sucking on a candy cane now, its so sweet i think i'm drunk on saccharine.bored stiff, i want to do something now. the telly is boring, so is the net, so is the radio and so is everything. town roads are currently closed and i don't even know if all the shops are open.my goodness, i'll be going back to school so soon, i think the rush is killing me.WHAT DO I DO NOW.i think i'm gonna pom

2005-12-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Here are the most recent pictures in my cam.http://www.imagestation.com/album/index.html?id=2115863592 (midnight affair, not very recent though)http://www.imagestation.com/album/index.html?id=2115863298 (in loving memory)http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2115863137&idx=1 (prom)

2005-12-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

pictures, stars, and dreamsOMG.WHEN EXACTLY WAS THE LAST TIME I DANCED MY FINGERS VIGOUROUSLY ACROSS THE KEYBOARD?!OKAY. I've shifted to this kuku place about a month ago, and i'm still taking my time to adapt to this place. Hem.Work in toysrus is fine i think, people there are alright too i think. woohoo.Flobbed down to chinablack on monday. it was super crowded and the dancefloor was packed

2005-11-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

goodnight, starlightding dong ding dong. i think i am losing my mind. ding dong ding dongBTW, THIS IS SO CUTEMUAHAHAHA. JUST LOOK AT IT. IT'S SO FREAKING CUTE.

2005-11-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

bring me to the asylumWAHAHAHAHA.O'S ARE FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY OVER AND I CAN JUMP AROUND AND DANCE LIKE A MORON AND SING TO THE ANTS ABOUT HOW HAPPY I AM NOW.AND I FINALLY GOT MY MP3 I LOVE IT SO MUCH, AND THANKS TO THOSE WHO BOUGHT IT FOR MEEEEEEEE. :DAHAHAHA. I CAN FLY AND LAUGH LIKE A HYENA NOW.REPLIESRACHAEL: OH HELLO! :DNATT: OHKAYYYYYYYY... WHAT ARE YOU? ARE FARTING MACHINE?SHAM:

2005-11-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

butter fingered pages oh lorders let me find joy in MCQs at a time like this.

2005-11-19T19:36:00.000+08:00

Angry Nerd Rockcelebrated sheila's bday yesterday! it was a bundle of laughs trying to get everything right and patrolling around the food like watchful hawks, popping by the peep hole now and then to see if the bday king was coming back anytime soon.after the surprise, we sat cosily in the living room and watched fishball show together! :)WAHAHA. don't mind the whiskers on my face, they are face

2005-11-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

we're high on the wireyay i'm just left with amaths paper tomorrow and another mcq and i am free to fly around the moon a million times back and forth and back and forth and back and forth and back and forth and....anyway, talking to adeline about tru the other day. i really really really miss working there. wooooh i might consider working there after os again. heh heh heh.this is so depressing,

2005-11-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

i keep thinking that it's not goodbye, keep on thinking it's a time to fly gees, i'm touched beyond words by all my wonderful friends.thank you to all those who remembered my bday and also to those who celebrated my birthday with me today.though it wasn't an extravagant one nor a huge bash due to the os and though it didn't exactly come as a huge surprise(heh, im so sorry bout that), i could

2005-11-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

my life's as sweet as saccharincan't wait for Os to end. gotta spend my bday doing amaths into the morning. not that it's boring cos it's my bd, but also a maths is now so dreadful i don't know why too. how boring.end soon os, end soon. then we can all have fun like crazy frogs. eh isn't that that dumb techno singer? (not that i can call that person/it a singer, all i always see is a retarded

2005-11-10T09:23:00.000+08:00

a slave to the grindbio paper later. i can so shoot myself now, ow.

2005-11-07T18:26:00.000+08:00

throw it away to the highest gates of heavenokay, so today marks the start of freak O levels. E Maths was i guess okay, ss was shit. i didn't have enough time for myself and my words were illegible. terribleeeeeee.chemistry tomorrow oh lorders save me. but it's okay, it's all ending soon. it's already a monday (oh wtf)okay. better start on chemoostry soon.time to forget, throw it up to the

2005-11-05T04:04:00.000+08:00

but even the most beautiful of all roses, must someday crumble to dust and fade awayit's late at night, and i still am contemplating whether to have mini lessons with miss yeo at heartland tomorrow. gosh, if ever i go tomorrow, i'd have to sacrifice some of my snoozing time. sad.celebrated berly's 17th birthday. woohoo. it was a bash.oh happy buttday berly! may you accomplish the task of knocking

2005-11-02T22:50:00.001+08:00

I'll scrap any thoughts with your nameoh jesus, 2o more days and i smell FREEDOM! boy oh boy, not that i am readily prepared, but the thought of having the chance to flush all my sickening textbooks down the toilet bowl is really appealing.there are soooo many things i wanna do after Os!!!!!okay. better go study now.

2005-10-23T12:44:00.000+08:00

You left, I diedgosh this is the time for me to reminisce. was flipping through my report book the previous night..First page stated: Class: Sec 1 FaithNext page stated : promoted to Sec 2 EnduranceAnd next page stated: promoted to S3 ExpressLast page stated: Completed S4 Expressgosh, that word marks the end of our secondary school life.from faith, to endurance, to grace, to faith again.so many

2005-10-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

go until dawnThis is fantabulous, i screwed up bio pracs, now i screwed up phy/chem pracs. hahaha. i feel really confident to take on my next paper, not. woohooooo.yeah i feel geeky now, so i'm gonna start on my xxx (i'll decide on which subject once i reach my table) now.wooohoo woohooo woohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.Repliesmichelle: yoooooooooooooooo :Dnnats: hahahahaha

2005-10-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

his smile is your rope so wrap it tight around your throatheading to MI for first three months! whooping 20 for L1R4.yeah sadly, if only it was for my L1R5.. shssk.but prelims isn't everything so we shouldn't rest on our morales. gotta push it till the very very end.just exactly one month till we fight it,and just approximately 43 more days till we are free from the clutches of ugly o levels!

2005-10-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

its early mornreceived every prelim2 papers today except for phy/chem.estimation, L1R5, i just earned myself a whooping 30 points. SIGH, where where Where can i go? tell me tell me tell me?????hah, but never mind. Just gotta work harder for the actual Os itself. Shssk.watched full house at sheila's today. nice, i love it. and i think the nickname poultry's really cute. hur hur. i wanna watch more

2005-09-30T20:50:00.000+08:00

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow liesI feel ultra giggly today! Firstly, after reading xjie's blog, i decided to dig out old photos during sec one.(Both, please don't kill me)(Hahaha those were the times man)(My first ever card photo. Oh dear)(HAHAHA . Jo looks damn cute here)HAHAH. Ancient years ago when the so called "girlfriend clan" still existed, and websites were the hot trend.

2005-09-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

simple kind of lifeFor a long time I was in loveNot only in love, I was obsessedWith a friendship that no one else could touchIt didn't work out, I'm covered in shellsRepliesCheryl yeo: harry pottyyy! ah love you tooo too too! hurhurhur :Ddaphne: hey there! prelims are dumb. you take care too. :Dnat: watch me run awaaaaaay!rachael: haha cos i was in a rush. heh. cya too. :Dzab: haha of course!

2005-09-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

music or the miserytowned today, wasn't much interesting. town now is different from how it was like during secondary one days.definition of town during sec 1 and 2 was, heaven.definition of town now is.. town.haha okay, that doesn't make much sense. but, whatever!got stuffs with yi mei, and made a fool outta ourselves. hoho.ran into adlina at zara. hur. it's been long since i last saw her. but i

2005-09-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

a cartoon in the brainI'm extreeeeeemely braindead. God!Finally, prelims has ended (phew!) , all I'm left with are my pracs.ANYWAY! CHECK THIS OUT.http://www.geocities.com/slyfox85/yomammma.htmlhttp://www.geocities.com/slyfox85/yomamma2.htmlHAHAHA. FUCKEN HILARIOUS!Sheeshers. I am dead beat, my eye is feeling swollen, my hair's all over the place and i'm slouching on the chair typing slowly like

2005-09-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

crimson black loveI could feel it go downIt is sweet I could taste in my mouthSilver lining the cloudsOh and II wish that I could work it outAnd the hardest partWas letting go not taking partYou really broke my heartAnd I tried to singBut I couldn't think of anythingThat was the hardest partEverything I know is wrongEverything I do just comes undoneAnd everything is torn apartSnip off the

2005-09-19T20:11:00.000+08:00

trust me, this is the last you'll see of my shadow I went jogging just now, and i don't know if i was being cock-eyed, but i think i accidently kicked a snake looking thing and it went wiggling into the grass patch. :S FINALLY, i'm just left with practicals, phy/chem mcq and amaths paper 2. Great! Now i'm left with Os only! Whee! (Let's all sound optimistic, Os can't be that bad can it?) HAH,

2005-09-11T20:41:00.000+08:00

swim in liesVMA was wild. Okay, i shan't make it sound like i was at the place itself, so it was telecasted on telly, and i watched it through the telly. hoho.It wasn't very bad, though i think the previous years' were nicer. Missy Elliot's lose control won quite a few prizes and The Killers won the best new artiste. Hah, and Greenday won Best video award. Not too bad, after 16 years, they

2005-09-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

This is the last timeThat I will say these wordsI remember the first timeThe first of many liesSweep it into the cornerOr hide it under the bedSay these things they go awayBut they never doThe last timeYou fall on me for anything you likeYour one last lineYou fall on me for anything you likeAnd years make everything alrightYou fall on me for anything you likeAnd I no I don't mind

2005-09-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

Fix YouLike this song. :)When you try your best but you don't succeedWhen you get what you want but not what you needWhen you feel so tired but you can't sleepStuck in reverse today was one in a million, c'mon, let's create more of this. :)(no need for elaboration, you know who you are, should know what i am talking about) And the tears come streaming down your faceWhen you lose something you

2005-09-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

you could be my unintendedBurp burp burp burp burp burp burp. God, my stomach feels so full that I think I am gonna puke out everything soon. Eeks.I think this is insane, why do the Os seem so close? It's just 2 more months!Woooh. This has gotta be a joke.I think I am going insane, too.

2005-08-31T23:15:00.000+08:00

you remind me of homeTODAY ROCKED HELL HEAVEN AND EARTH. Goodness! It was waaaay more fun than how i expected it to be! Seriously. :DTwas Teacher's Day today, celebrations weren't as entertaining as the ones we had in the past years but all was still well, and the sec four joint performance was grreeat. Few of us had the chance to run out to a teacher and pass them their flower, and i gave mine

2005-08-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

rainbows in a black white tellyI feel utterly terrible. Food poisoning sucks and throwing up almost half a pail sucks just as much too.I've got not much energy to do anything, and i've been spending most of the day lying in bed. Till now, the sick feeling in my chest has not gone away yet.I can't wait to feel better soon so i can gorge myself with whatever food i want and jump and roll all over

2005-08-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

I need you here like you've always beenDAMN, i think i am on the brink of insanity.i had solid maths tuition for 2 1/2 hours and it's screwing up my brain and senses and mind in everyway. WHAT'S MORE, i can't sleep just yet cos there's more, More and MORE emaths questions to do to pass up tomorrow.GOD. The workload is increasing and I think i am just gonna curl and get squashed by it.Or maybe

2005-08-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

rip it back to pieceI just saw roddick on telly just now. !!!Cute as hell, Hot as hell, saliva drooling as well. wooohoooo.One picture, explains it all-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAArepliesjo: hahahah definitely, pig partner/mei(EWWEWWEWW)/bestie/and so on.shyan: boo we'll definitely miss you too!glynis: haha hello gly gly gly.daphne: hahahah same here. look at that hot guy above to kill

2005-08-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

destructionI wish i could run him down with a lawn mower, then flatten him by running over him a hundred times. stupid fucktard. just drown and die and scram lah.ANYWAY. today's a blah blah day. I don't know what word best describes today.Sat at the back stairs with yimei during pe which was a free period. memories memories memories of all sorts popped out from all over the place and crashed onto

2005-08-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

all your plastic believers they leave us and they won't returni am soooooooo determined to do well for prelim 2 this time to prove to everyone else that i am not that stupid after all. mmpf.das(the dust) and chan(mannequin face) was superbly annoying today. firstly, i got caught for my belt and i gotta resew it with the ugliest buckle i have ever seen, which the school sells at 50 cents. now, i

2005-08-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

she's electrici am so tempted to dump my brother into the grand canyon and live him there to (!^@(!*@&(@ah, blooming imbecile. :)i'm in a rather joyous mood. so i guess i'll spare the dumping of a pig thing into the canyon.think my mood swings are so random. hmm.english oral tomorrow. guess it wouldn't be as bad as chinese on account on how inclined i am to english than to chinese. but ah, shan't

2005-08-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

tripping on realityI got a fantastic 40 for prelims. Terrible.No use crying over spilt milk though, just gotta work harder for the next time round.But despite this matter,i'm so sick of all these.repliesjo: ahhh okay thanks yi mei. sigh. this is utterly sad. let's aim for the stars yi mei.xx: ahh. the performance is terribly hilarious with us dancing that kinda dance. :S anyway, you did damn well

2005-08-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

smudged ink lines6, six, liu - the most disgusting number i'll always hate.hands as cold as ice, fingernails digging into the flesh, heart palpitating, and rising anticipation.suddenly it was just tears, anger, disappointment, tears, anger and More disappointment.it was disgusting. made a worthless call back, which made the day feel even worse.ah whatever. this is shit.i'll just plug in to sad

2005-08-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

my wonderwallspent my day at town again, for the third day in a row with mom this time.it wasn't much of a fun thing, but it's okay too anyway.i'm dying to read JK Rowling's seventh book. though it's the last, the suspense and excitement is drowning me i swear.there are a few unanswered mysteries from the sixth book and i guess the seventh one is gonna answer all of them. ah, can't wait can't